diary: minus 85 days

today i saved a bunch of glitch pop albums to my phone

i listened to one by an artist named boygrrl. it was called cruel angel. inspired by it i made a remix of a song my friend inky sang and my friend cecily wrote

it was rhythmically complex and glitchy in a way cecily asked to apply to more of her songs

the rest of the day was spent rotting

the sun didn't come out

somethingg bad happened to my dog friend but its ok now

i played some minecraft with riley she put on vr

nicole was sad so i called her and made her laugh

i made an account on a forum i wanted to use with dant

mallory was everpresent, comfortingly

i walked outside and stared at the moon. I thought, "I want to go home." I thought of reitz's encounter with diana. I wondered what she felt then, in that moment.

the fragility of my memory was hurting my feelings. i want to remember more about my life. but i remember only what's written down. i confessed my sadness to cecily who suggested i write things down